We told our story of Louisa’s birth at home, and how traumatic was the hospital experience for both of us. She said that this time around you should not have a home birth as it may be too dangerous… she advices us to have an hospital birth maybe in the midwife led unit as we are considered at risk.
I knew that being pregnant will bring me back the feeling of the first birth, the wonderful joy of having a calm and peaceful home birth in contrast with the traumatic hospital experience that followed. I suppose that the birth was so fantastic, that I did not feel the need to solve any fears related to this hospital experience. But now it is the time to do it, I have to go through this even if it is painful to assure a wonderful and peaceful birth again.
First midwife appointment.